June 2013
All I can say is thank God for Marisol tonight.
Also on a side note. It is just a wonderful fucking feeling being told that you are a piece of shit/worthless. As if i didnt have enough stress on my plate, and enough other things bringing my spirits down. I did not need or deserve that. This my dear followers is why i do not have friends. It is amazing that someone can say that they are in love with me [NOT a mutual feeling] two days ago and now… all of a sudden I am a slut and a whore and a few other choice words i will not put on here. And all I did was tell him that I was interested in someone else and did NOT want to be with him. SERIOUSLY?!
My night was just ruined. Fucking awesome.
Goodnight.
places people are attracted to me:
- the internet
“Finding you was like coming home.”
—6-Word Story #81 (via sundaylatte)
0015 Moody Blues - Nights in white Satin
Ahh… Always so nice to hear this song.
Good memories
I crave intimacy. I just want to be held, and wrapped in the warmth of someone else. I want to have my fingers laced in between someone’s. For a split second, I want to be connected to someone else through touch, and not just conversation. To hold someone’s attention and to be showered in affection and to shower back.
ohmygosh. finally someone gets where i am coming from
Eat that pussy and be grateful. There’s starving nice guys in fedoras who don’t have any.
5, 7, 10, 17, 23, 29, 49, 72, 83, 84, 102.
5. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are? A whole lot of people are not going to like the fact that I am talking to him. But, frankly I do not give a shit. My life and my relationship is my business. not anyone elses.
7. What exactly are you wearing right now? Black and white boyshorts and a Jim Beam t-shirt.
10. Do you think your life will change dramatically before 2013? I am going to change this to 2014. And I do believe it will. I have a whole lot planned for this year and this upcoming year.
17. When was the last time you cried? This afternoon. I was having a reallyyyy bad few moments.
23. Are you dating the last person you talked to? Oh I wish.
29. Where is the shirt you are wearing from? Gilleys. Mud Wrestling with the Jim Beam Girls.
49. Is your life anything like it was two years ago? Definitely not.
72. Can you commit to one person? Definitely
83. Do you think the person you have feelings for is protective of you? You would have to ask him. I honestly have no idea.
84. If the person you wish to be with were with you, what would you be doing right now? I would definitely NOT be on skype and I would NOT be on Tumblr.
102. Has anybody ever given you butterflies? Every time he talks to me.
Some real creepy shit, get your fix.
- 1. Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?
- 2. Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now?
- 3. When’s the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time?
- 4. Would you ever smile at a stranger?
- 5. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are?
- 6. Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today?
- 7. What exactly are you wearing right now?
- 8. How often do you listen to music?
- 9. Do you wear jeans or sweats more?
- 10. Do you think your life will change dramatically before 2013?
- 11. Are you a social or an antisocial person?
- 12. Have you ever kissed someone whose name begins with the letter ‘A’?
- 13. What about ‘R’?
- 14. Can you drive a stick shift?
- 15. Do you care if people talk badly about you?
- 16. Are you going out of town soon?
- 17. When was the last time you cried?
- 18. Have you ever told someone you loved them?
- 19. If you could change your eye color, would you?
- 20. Is there a boy who you would do absolutely everything for?
- 21. Name something you dislike about the day you’re having.
- 22. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead?
- 23. Are you dating the last person you talked to?
- 24. What are you sitting on right now?
- 25. Does anyone regularly (other than family) tell you they love you?
- 26. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have?
- 27. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night?
- 28. Do you get a lot of colds?
- 29. Where is the shirt you are wearing from?
- 30. Does anyone hate you?
- 31. Do you have any empty alcohol bottles hidden somewhere in your room?
- 32. Do you like watching scary movies?
- 33. Do you want your tongue pierced?
- 34. If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be?
- 35. Did you have a dream last night?
- 36. When was the last time you told someone you loved them?
- 37. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years?
- 38. Do you think someone has feelings for you?
- 39. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
- 40. Did you have a good day yesterday?
- 41. Think back 2 months ago; were you in a relationship?
- 42. In the next 48 hours, will you hang out with a girl?
- 43. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you?
- 44. What’s the best part about school?
- 45. Do you have any pictures on your Facebook?
- 46. Do you ever pass notes to your friends in school?
- 47. Do you replay things that have happened in your head?
- 48. Were you single over the last summer?
- 49. Is your life anything like it was two years ago?
- 50. What are you supposed to be doing right now?
- 51. Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with?
- 52. Are you nice to everyone?
- 53. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to?
- 54. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat?
- 55. Are you good at hiding your feelings?
- 56. Do you think you like someone?
- 57. Have you kissed someone whose name starts with a ‘J’?
- 58. Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys?
- 59. Has anyone of your friends ever seen you cry?
- 60. Do you hate anyone?
- 61. How’s your heart?
- 62. Is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about?
- 63. Have you ever cried over a guy?
- 64. Who is probably talking a load of crap about you right now?
- 65. Are your toenails painted pink?
- 66. Will your next kiss be a mistake?
- 67. Girls love it when boyfriends cry; correct?
- 68. Have your pants ever fallen down in public?
- 69. Who was the last person you were on the phone with?
- 70. How do you look right now?
- 71. Do you have someone you can be your complete self around?
- 72. Can you commit to one person?
- 73. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
- 74. Have you ever felt replaced?
- 75. Did you wake up cranky?
- 76. Are you a jealous person?
- 77. Are relationships ever worth it?
- 78. Anyone you’re giving up on?
- 79. Currently wanting to see anyone?
- 80. Name something you have to do tomorrow?
- 81. Last person you cried in front of?
- 82. Is there someone you will never forget?
- 83. Do you think the person you have feelings for is protective of you?
- 84. If the person you wish to be with were with you, what would you be doing right now?
- 85. Are you over your past?
- 86. Have you ever liked one of your best friends of the opposite sex?
- 87. Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to?
- 88. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept?
- 89. So, the last person you kissed just happens to arrive at your door at 3AM; do you let them in?
- 90. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated?
- 91. Will you be in a relationship in 2 months?
- 92. Is there anyone you know with the name Michael?
- 93. Have you ever kissed a Matthew?
- 94. Were you in a relationship in January? How was it going?
- 95. Were you happy with the person you liked in March?
- 96. Don’t tell me lies, is the last person you texted attractive?
- 97. Who do you have texts from?
- 98. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say?
- 99. Have you ever kissed someone older than you?
- 100. Who’s in your profile picture with you?
- 101. Ever kissed under fireworks?
- 102. Has anybody ever given you butterflies?
I want:
I want somebody who can’t stand next to me without holding my hand
I want somebody who laughs at me when I get jealous, because I don’t have a reason to
I want somebody who doesn’t get scared at the same time as I do, but still gets scared
I want somebody who know’s that just holding me close to them when I’m having one of my panic attacks does a lot more than words.
i want somebody who wants me.
1-46 please ma'am
- 01: tell me the truth, what made you start liking the person you like right now? How he makes me feel. He makes me feel like i actually matter to someone in this fucked up world. He makes me smile and he always knows the right thing to say.
- 02: what on your body is hurting or bothering you? My nipples and my back
- 03: what was your last thought before going to bed last night? My god i wish he was here with me.
- 04: what are you listening to? James mess around on his computer. :]
- 05: what’s something you’re not looking forward to? There is nothing i am not looking forward to right now
- 06: where do you think your best friend is right now? Asleep next to her girlfriend
- 07: have you kissed anybody in the last five days? Nope
- 08: sex on the first date? Depends on the person.
- 09: kiss on the first date? i love to kiss so yet
- 10: is there one person you want to be with right now? OH DEAR GOD YES! I want to scream it from the mountain tops
- 11: are you seriously happy with where you are in life? No, i will not be happy with that until I get back to florida
- 12: is there something you would like to say to someone? That i am deeply in love with him
- 13: what are three things you did today? Talked to him<3, Got a background check, and went shopping
- 14: would you rather sleep at a friend’s or have them over? have them over for sure
- 15: what is your favorite kind of gum? ice breakers black cherry
- 16: are you friends with any of your ex boyfriends/ girlfriends? uhm… a couple
- 17: what is on your wrists right now? a hair-tie
- 18: ever liked someone you thought you didn’t stand a chance with? Exactly my predicament right now.
- 19: does anyone have strong feelings for you? I like to think he does.
- 20: are you slowly drifting away from someone? A couple people.
- 21: have you ever wasted your time on someone? i do not think so
- 22: can you do the alphabet in sign language? i sure can.
- 23: how have you felt today? absolutely wonderful. minus a few bad spots.
- 24: you receive £60 without any reason, what do you spend it on? put it towards moving home.
- 25: what is wrong with you right now? That I am 2313 miles away from where i want to be
- 26: is there anyone you’re really disappointed in? oh yes.
- 27: would you rather have starbucks or jamba juice right now? Double chocolate chip frappachino with white mocha instead of regular mocha. it tastes like oreos from Starbucks
- 28: why aren’t you in ‘love’ with your last ex anymore? because he is an asshole
- 29: how late did you stay up last night and why? like 3 because Kyla and i could not stop laughing
- 30: when was the last time you talked to one of your best friends? Talking to him right now!
- 31: what were you doing an hour ago? Laying on the couch
- 32: what are you looking forward to in the next month? Starting my job and working again
- 33: are you wearing jeans right now? No i definitely am not. Just boyshorts and a t-shirt
- 34: are you a patient person? No.
- 35: do you think you can last in a relationship for three months? I know i can.
- 36: favorite color? Tiffany Blue and Yellow
- 37: did you have a dream last night? Same dream i have been having.
- 38: are you wearing jeans, shorts, sweatpants, or pajama pants? boyshorts.
- 39: if someone could be cuddling you right now, who would you want it to be? The boy on the other end of the computer.
- 40: do you love anyone who is not related to you? a couple people
- 41: if someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you? definitely, not that it would matter. I have feelings for someone right now and i do not forsee that changing
- 42: do you like meeting new people? I LOVE meeting new people
- 43: are you afraid of falling in love? Not at all.
- 44: ever self-harmed or starved yourself? I have to both
- 45: has anyone ever told you that you have pretty eyes? A lot of people tell me that my eyes are my best quality.
46: have you ever felt like you weren’t good enough? how i feel this very moment actually.
Okay it got 3 notes, that’s close enough lol, alright, tell me what you want, or want me to do, and I’ll do it, I’m your slave for 24 hours
Yum, I like the sound of that. ;)
WOAH INTERESTING QUESTIONS PLEASE
- 01: tell me the truth, what made you start liking the person you like right now?
- 02: what on your body is hurting or bothering you?
- 03: what was your last thought before going to bed last night?
- 04: what are you listening to?
- 05: what’s something you’re not looking forward to?
- 06: where do you think your best friend is right now?
- 07: have you kissed anybody in the last five days?
- 08: sex on the first date?
- 09: kiss on the first date?
- 10: is there one person you want to be with right now?
- 11: are you seriously happy with where you are in life?
- 12: is there something you would like to say to someone?
- 13: what are three things you did today?
- 14: would you rather sleep at a friend’s or have them over?
- 15: what is your favorite kind of gum?
- 16: are you friends with any of your ex boyfriends/ girlfriends?
- 17: what is on your wrists right now?
- 18: ever liked someone you thought you didn’t stand a chance with?
- 19: does anyone have strong feelings for you?
- 20: are you slowly drifting away from someone?
- 21: have you ever wasted your time on someone?
- 22: can you do the alphabet in sign language?
- 23: how have you felt today?
- 24: you receive £60 without any reason, what do you spend it on?
- 25: what is wrong with you right now?
- 26: is there anyone you’re really disappointed in?
- 27: would you rather have starbucks or jamba juice right now?
- 28: why aren’t you in ‘love’ with your last ex anymore?
- 29: how late did you stay up last night and why?
- 30: when was the last time you talked to one of your best friends?
- 31: what were you doing an hour ago?
- 32: what are you looking forward to in the next month?
- 33: are you wearing jeans right now?
- 34: are you a patient person?
- 35: do you think you can last in a relationship for three months?
- 36: favorite color?
- 37: did you have a dream last night?
- 38: are you wearing jeans, shorts, sweatpants, or pajama pants?
- 39: if someone could be cuddling you right now, who would you want it to be?
- 40: do you love anyone who is not related to you?
- 41: if someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?
- 42: do you like meeting new people?
- 43: are you afraid of falling in love?
- 44: ever self-harmed or starved yourself?
- 45: has anyone ever told you that you have pretty eyes?
- 46: have you ever felt like you weren’t good enough?
I love how it feels like you don’t even care about how I feel or what I have to say.
Do you ever feel physically sick because you know you’re not good enough for anybody and you can’t do anything right and you’re too tired to go on?
It’s heartbreaking that so many people have reblogged/liked this post. You are all unique individuals, and that alone makes you beautiful and worth every ounce of happiness. Please believe that you are strong enough to find that happiness somewhere, somehow.
“I didn’t want to make the same mistake my parents made. I didn’t want my love to fade away one day like an old scar. I wanted it to burn forever.”
— Jenny Han, It’s Not Summer Without You (via larmoyante)
Play
2:20
Sometimes,
I really feel like I am failing in life. The night before last I was in such a bad mood, all I wanted was to cry and be held. I wanted to feel his arms around me and his kisses on my forehead. I wanted him to tell me that everything was going to be okay and that he loved me and would be by my side always. Then there are days like today where I told myself that i was going to find a job no matter what it took me and guess what. I went job hunting for two hours and came home with a job. I am now employed and can start working on getting back to Florida where I belong. Where I can be with my family and my friends and the man who says he loves me. I can be there with him and share his family and get our life started. If that is what he wants by then and he wants me to be a part of his and his childs life. That is all on him I know what I want. I know where I want to be and i know how to get there. I wish we could skype more often and talk on the phone and I would just love to hear his voice every night and wake up to good morning texts from him. I wish i could wake up to his face every morning, and wake up being showered in kisses. I wish i could just be there with him, be the girl that he wants to be with. The girl that he wants to step in and step up and help with him with child.
I just want him and want to be with him. I wish long-distance relationships worked. =\
if sirius black’s girlfriend never once took the opportunity to reply “yes” when someone asked her “are you fucking serious” i’m very disappointed in his choice of women
You actually don’t even have to introduce yourself if you don’t want to, i don’t need an a/s/l, we don’t have to do the “hey whats up” “not much you?” thing, you can just say “so at school yesterday this idiot said…” in my ask box and I will gladly converse with you. Like seriously I will just talk to you like we’re best friends.
Save Me From Boredom pls
- 1: Let’s start with a tricky one; what is the real reason you are confused
- right now?
- 2: Do you ever get “good morning” texts from anyone?
- 3: If your significant other smoked pot, would you care?
- 4: Do you find it easy to trust others?
- 5: What were you doing at 11PM last night?
- 6: You’re drunk and lost walking down the road; who is with you?
- 7: What would you do if you found out you had been cheated on?
- 8: Are you close with your dad?
- 9: I bet you kissed someone last night, right?
- 10: What are you listening to?
- 11: You can only drink ONE liquid for the rest of your life - what is it?
- 12. Do you like hickeys?
- 13: What time do you go to bed?
- 14: Is there someone who continuously lets you down?
- 15: Can you text as quickly with one hand as you do both?
- 16: Do you always answer your texts?
- 17: Do you hate the person you fell the hardest for?
- 18: When was the last time you talked to one of your best friends?
- 19: Is there someone that makes you happy every time you see them?
- 20: What was your last thought before you went to bed last night?
- 21: Is anyone else in the room with you?
- 22: Do you believe what goes around comes around?
- 23: Were you happier four months ago than you are now?
- 24: Is there someone you wish you could fix things with?
- 25: In the past week, have you cried?
- 26: What colour is the shirt you are wearing?
- 27: Do people ever call you by your last name?
- 28: Is anyone ignoring you right now?
- 29: Do you have a best friend?
- 30: Would it be hard seeing someone else kiss the last person you
- kissed?
- 31: Who was your last call/text message from?
- 32: Are you mad at anyone?
- 33: Have you ever kissed someone older than you?
- 34: How old will the last person you kissed be on his/her next birthday?
- 35: How many more days until your birthday?
- 36: Do you have any summer plans yet?
- 37: Do you have any good friends of the opposite sex?
- 38: Are you keeping anything from your best friend(s) now?
- 39: Do you have a secret that you’ve never told anyone?
- 40: Have you ever regretted kissing someone?
- 41: Do you think age matters in relationships?
- 42: Are you available?
- 43: How many people have you had real, strong feelings for since high
- school ended?
- 44: If you had to get a piercing (not ears), what would you get?
- 45: Do you believe exes can be friends?
- 46: Do you regret anything?
- 47: Honestly, what’s on your mind right now?
- 48: Did you ever lose a best friend?
- 49: Was your last kiss a mistake?
- 50: Why aren’t you pursuing the person you like?
- 51: Has the last person you kissed ever seen you cry?
- 52: Do you still talk with the person you LAST kissed?
- 53: What was the last thing you ate?
- 54: Did you get any compliments today?
- 55: Where are you going on your next vacation?
- 56: Do you own anything from other countries?
- 57: Are most of your friend guys or girls?
- 58: Where have you lived most of your life?
- 59: When was the last time you took a long drive?
- 60: Have you ever played Spin the Bottle?
- 61: Have you ever TPd someone’s house?
- 62: Who do you text the most?
- 63: What was the last movie you saw?
- 64: What’s preventing your current boyfriend/girlfriend from going back
- to their ex?
- 65: How many boyfriends/girlfriends did you have in 2011?
- 66: Is the last person you kissed younger than you?
- 67: Do you curse around your parents?
- 68: Are you happy with where you live?
- 69. Picture of yourself?
- 70. Are you a monogamous person or do you believe in open-ended relationships?
- 71. Have you ever been dumped?
- 72. What do you most like about making out?
- 73. Have you ever casually made out with someone who you weren’t seriously involved with?
- 74. When you kiss someone for the first time, is it usually you who initiates it or the other?
- 75. What part of a person’s body do you find most attractive?
- 76. Who was the last person you talked to last night before you went to bed?
- 77. Had sex with someone you knew less than an hour?
- 78. Had sex with someone you didn’t know their name?
- 79. What makes your heart flutter and brings a big cheesy smile to your face?
- 80. Would you get involved with someone if they had a child already?
- 81. Has someone who had a crush on you ever confessed to you?
- 82. Do you tell a lot of people when you have a crush?
- 83. Do you miss your last sweetie?
- 84. Last time you slow danced with someone?
- 85. Have you ever ‘dated’ someone you’ve never met?
- 86. How can I win your heart?
- 87. What is your astrological sign?
- 88. What were you doing last night at 12 AM?
- 89. Do you cook?
- 90. Have you ever gotten back in touch with an old flame after a time of more than 3 months of no communication?
- 91. If you’re single right now, do you wish you were in a relationship?
- 92. Do you prefer to date various people or do you pretty much fall into monogamous relationships quickly?
- 93. What physical traits do you look for in a potential interest?
- 94. Name four things that you wish you had!
- 95. Are you a player?
- 96. Have you ever kissed 2 people in one day?
- 97. Are you a tease?
- 98. Ever meet anyone you met on Tumblr?
- 99. Have you ever been deeply in love with someone?
- 100. Anybody on Tumblr that you’d go on a date with?
- 101. Hugs or Kisses?
- 102. Are you too shy to ask someone out?
- 103. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
- 104. Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you babe?
- 105. If a sexy person was pursuing you, but you knew he/she was in relationship, would you go for it?
- 106. Do you flirt a lot?
- 107. Your last kiss?
- 108. Have you kissed more than 5 people since the start of 2012?
- 109. Have you kissed anyone in the past month?
- 110. If you could kiss anyone who would it be?
- 111. Do you know who you’ll kiss next?
- 112. Does someone like you currently?
- 113. Do you currently have feelings for anyone?
- 114. Do you like to be in serious relationships or just flings?
- 115. Ever made out with just a friend?
- 116. Are you happier single or in a relationship?
- 117. Your own question that you want me to answer. Just write it.
I want a boyfriend who will call me cute nicknames and cuddle with me and leave little kisses all over my face and make me food and watch cute movies with me and fuck me so hard I dont walk for 84 days